The Child Inside

On Reuniting with Father - My oldest brother and he are on the way to see me - have not seen father in 30+ years

Ya’ll know I’m tripping right about now…I’m expecting a knock on the door at any moment, so why don’t I share some of my thoughts….

OK…I’m trying to put on my big girl panties and deal with the next few days like a grown woman but my inner child is throwing fits and acting a straight up fool….I need to send her little behind to the corner and say the following:

“Breath girl breath…your going to be okay and nothing that happens within the next 4 days is going to change who you are. You are simply going to spend a little time with your father ……that’s it…..no sweat……you can do this and you can do it gracefully, you’ve already demonstrated how magnanimous you can be - so don’t trip.  And BTW God’s got your back like he always has. Now sit your little behind in this corner, be quiet, watch and continue to learn and grow.”

Whew - that feels better!!